Saturday, June 13, 2009
Ahh Tonight
Tonight We had Xhop. (Chi Alpha and house of prayer mixed together) We had a worship set from 7-9 which was awesome. Susan led the first half which was amazing and I had the privilege to nervously and shakily lead the second half. Although I felt confused and shaky, my heart has been provoked tonight. As we were singing about The Lord's kindness, and His love for us, my heart has been pricked. Right now I am thinking about how weak human love is and how every person that has ever tried to love me has come short. (I don't mean this in any negative sort of way.) But, I am thinking about how Jesus' love is unending and it never fails me. Even when I was caught in my own sin, He was there chasing me down. I can't imagine what He finds lovely in me, but, time and time again He still comdes running after me...
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Confused, nervous, shaken - you are annointed brother so don't you worry too much! April and Susan too. He was with us, as He always is. I've dealt with this realization of the frailty of human love a lot lately as well. He never ceases to amaze me with the depth of His love. I so don't deserve it, but He pursues anyway. Anywho - can't wait for the next XHOP! Nice blog!
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